Life is beautiful when you are clear and life is 'F' when your soul is confuse about you.I am in the phase of confusion.One month back i knew about my life goal and targets.Once i landed in US life , It starts changing and becoming more and more complicated and confused.
I can say i am completely confuse soul who has many things in mind and not able to decide and do it.Sometimes i think it is because of my US trip? or it's the matter of time or the situation where i am living...
Again a big confusion.I am not able to find the right way and not able to decide even what is right or wrong.
I started hate myself now which is the worst part of my life..and i don't want to do it.I am trying to go back to old phase...where i was carefree..dam independent chill gal.everybody wants me !!
Well my sadist behaviour and confuse personality loosing me ....I want to come out ASAP...
Well Its works ...yes it works....during writing this blog i am feeling something different and hope i got the answer too.
Its my all about my feelings..from last 3 months i haven't written any article i haven't pour my mindset in words..
But buddy how come it hit me? It means in every human there is self mediation which helps him to overcome the confusion/depression/problem whatever name we want to give.May be my blog writing is doctor for me....
Soul is what ..its all your about your mind monitor..I think mind can't be die only body die..I remember when my dad was in hospital his body was almost dead but his mind "hat off" worked like young energetic smart man.I love my dad because of this attitude he was the man who knew what other's person feel and love.he had clear soul for his kids.No confusion..
Well i learnt from life confusion is the biggest reason to mark yourself in danger , the day you get confused.. clear it otherwise it kills you and made you dead...all i can say it my real experience too.
