Monday, August 12, 2013

Three drops of mothe worm

aaj bhi roj ki tarah maine apni mummy se phone parr baat kari...she was worried about me , Megha my elder sister and poorva ....sometimes she always complaint and on the other second she says i am lucky to have three daughters like you....megha and poorva....

Mother is like that only..always complaining and always worry about their kids....i know my mom had faced many up and down during pregnancy and i think its cause and effect on us ..in our nature and behavior...when she was pregnant first time....she always have suspicious behavior about the world and always scared on loosing of saying something and did lot of hardwork, struggle with 100% dedication and this shown dedication toward our family....my elder sister have the same nature....

When she was pregnant second time..she was too bold and blunt and ignored by few near and dear of her life , she had good will power ...and i think i have the same reflection ....

when she was pregnant third time...she was in the biggest pain of insecurity..financial crisis and need lot of support...and my younger sister have the same nature....

We are the three drop of mother worm and feeling of three phase of 10 yrs of her marriage.....she tried alot to protect us from all of above weakness and wanted to be strong ...but somehow she couldn't saved us....

its very tough to control but i know its not as tough to stop this....

my one thing she gave us....clear heart and saying the truth.....and love ....we are like this...infact our dad soul is like this only....anyone of us in pain and tension....all of us feel the same...its nothing a strong bonding and drop of love and mother warmness....

You lost me!!

Yup, I gave the statement to my close friend....she doesn't trust on me...she lost me!! I told her u lost me....
Friendship is the biggest gift in this world....parent blessing always with you...but true friendship not always with you.....

i don't know its my mistake or the situation was the reason....may be the root of relation was not strong...she has shown her arrogant and suspicious nature and i couldn't bear it....because i had a proud and over confidence about the bonding....which hurt me at the end of picture....

i always all my ear...eyes and mind....i never ignore and forget the things very easily but i always forgive and give chance....now this time no chance ...because i got the same thing forth fifth time in my life...

now my experience says...don't attach with anybody....attachment...don't do too much for anybody except parents.....

forget about the best...always believe in better relationship and bonding....again its the question of expectation....and feelings...i lost it...dil se....