Its now more than 20 days, We are silence , we are not fighting , we are not shouting ..we are not crying and worrying ... everything is going with time without any delay, without any loss without any fight !! everything is just perfect but the one thing is missing which is not meaning to our life...I don't know what was that but when dad was with us we used to shout at him "Paapa yeh kyon nahin kia?? Yeh kyon nahin khaya? Yeh kyn gand failaya etc etc" Only one word was always buzzing at our Life and house..."PAA" !!
We were busy because of Dad , we were free because of dad, we were fighting because of dad and the best PART we were Happy and have meaning of life because of DAD only!! we had a bonding of love and frdship with him....he was lazy man and very much self concerned sometimes but still he had something which always made us alive!!
Today i was shouting at my mom and i scolded her so badly but it was the fake and smthing missing in our fight...i cudnt understand it at that time and i got irritated but now i am realizing its my dad support who used to fun of our fight and some times AAG main Ghee ka kaam karna!! I realized now we are living with silence and my life is Silence of scold.
I wish god please break this silence as much earlier ...its killing us , we all are hiding our pain with each other and could not express it because we don't wanna hurt each other...we are trying to be very much strong but some how we are not.God please give us strength to overcome asap.
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