Yesterday I attended party of my few onsite folks , but I am sorry to say..I haven't enjoyed it....I got bored and somehow ek doubt mind main aa gaya hai....am i eligible for this young group?
I don't know few days before I was mad for their company and enjoy their college typo jokes and non sense and funny talks....it was new for me and some how refreshing...but as the time is passing..ek irritation si ho rahi hai......I am not enjoying them anymore and I am expecting something mature and grown up company......I want to have some special social discussion which I used to do in Delhi with friends of my age group......
Is it matter of age gap? may be the phase of 4 month was "chaar din ki chadani" ...I have lost all charm of this change and now I am back to my old house....I am feeling myself as a different person ...and this is again strange for myself too...The person I like the most is now more irritating for me...I am not able to bear his jokes anymore.....I want to slap him and ask him to seal his lips....
Its not like I am getting boring... Oldie and don't wanna have fun in my life...but somehow I want to do it in mature way....I am feeling now I am grown up......my age and mental level won't accept it now...and I also knows it is not time being feelings.. It is ROM feelings which is absolutely non volatile
One thing I realize , sometimes you should left your life decision on time and time is seriously the best healer....and Today it has given me proof...few days back I was going on wrong track and confused about myself and my life goals ...but today's morning is like new life for me...and I think I am clear now and hope won't repeat the mistake again...........
In my whole conversation I am not saying you should not have young folks in your life....but its good to have mature company with time .....Age gap doesn't matter , what matter only company !!
Company somehow depend on age group and your mindset.....and my mindset has changed now...
I don't know few days before I was mad for their company and enjoy their college typo jokes and non sense and funny talks....it was new for me and some how refreshing...but as the time is passing..ek irritation si ho rahi hai......I am not enjoying them anymore and I am expecting something mature and grown up company......I want to have some special social discussion which I used to do in Delhi with friends of my age group......
Is it matter of age gap? may be the phase of 4 month was "chaar din ki chadani" ...I have lost all charm of this change and now I am back to my old house....I am feeling myself as a different person ...and this is again strange for myself too...The person I like the most is now more irritating for me...I am not able to bear his jokes anymore.....I want to slap him and ask him to seal his lips....
Its not like I am getting boring... Oldie and don't wanna have fun in my life...but somehow I want to do it in mature way....I am feeling now I am grown up......my age and mental level won't accept it now...and I also knows it is not time being feelings.. It is ROM feelings which is absolutely non volatile
One thing I realize , sometimes you should left your life decision on time and time is seriously the best healer....and Today it has given me proof...few days back I was going on wrong track and confused about myself and my life goals ...but today's morning is like new life for me...and I think I am clear now and hope won't repeat the mistake again...........
In my whole conversation I am not saying you should not have young folks in your life....but its good to have mature company with time .....Age gap doesn't matter , what matter only company !!
Company somehow depend on age group and your mindset.....and my mindset has changed now...
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