Why you guys consider me as a Villain?

I am a true liar....I cheat my wife for my gal friend...she is my X one only when I am on bed with my wife and do flirt with her.....My wife is true masterpiece of my infidelity....so man what a big deal...I am managing bed sheet and pillow of different colors in single launch!! Why you guys consider me as a Villain.................

          I love to have two mind...one for lust and another one for love. I love to have women in my life one always above my belt..in my heart and next my licensee who always gimme me pleasure below belt....so what a big deal man? Why you guys consider me as a Villain.................

I look in her eyes and say wifey I am always with you ..I never go with her .I don't know what happened to me at that time...trust me.....and I always lie and smile ....what a stupid woman...what a big deal....if I always give false statement to her..I don't love her after fuck...i don't do my job....because I always want to be jobless in nites...Why my friends jealous of me and they call me  Villain.................  

I don't wanna hurt her ..It is not because I am a gentle man its because I don't want to face reality...and don't wanna give answer of all holy fucking stuff.....I always hide my inner secrets...I am not strong to face and admit my mistakes.....But I am brave for all bad stuff in dark room with all bright fake attitude....

I cheat my brother when he was out of town...I cheat my dad when he was signing his will... I didn't cheat myself when I came to know...I am not capable to adapt holly world... at that time I was true for myself. I am mean and selfish and I am happy for what I am...

I do infidelity and I love be Bad man....because no one wants to be bad man... I am happy and I would not change myself ....so what a big deal...Why you guys consider me as Villain.................   ??








 

Jaane kya baat hai....

Jaane kya baat hai.....kuch kahena tha tumse...
na tum usey samaj paaoge na main kuch samjha paaungi.....
jataane main darr lagta hai...samjhaane main saasein thumm jaati hai.....
majak majak main din nikal jata hai.....

haan yeah shayd galat hai ..pata nahin jaane kya baat hai....

chot khaayi hai is dil ne kayi baar ...phir aaj dil main voh jazbaat aayen hain..
samjhaa rahi hun main apne is dil ko.....mana rahi hun apne mann ko...

lekin pata nahin kyon....main tumko na bhula paa rahi hun....
kahena mujhe tumse bas ek baar ...yeah mohabbat mujhe tumhaare kareeb laa rahi hai......

hey khuda kar do kuch aaisa......joh ho ek sapne jaisa.....
nahin tutana mujhe is baar.....karna hai mujhe pyaar bas akhiri baar...

jaane kya baat hai....kahena hai tha tumse....

I am a lazy ass

Now a days i am behaving like a lazy ass...i don't wanna study don't wanna hang out.. even don't wanna go for a walk alone which i used to go in Delhi....

I am in love with laziness and feeling it.....I love to laying on bed and listening music , thinking ideas which are hopeless , dirty and impractical....i don't wanna take a bath even don't wanna brush my hairs and teeth...always dreaming cranky like ..."i would have 2-3 servants and they will do all my task and say -Yes Boss Yes Boss"...wow!!

Its me? Really Me? How can it possible a gal like me behaving like this My friends call me "jaldibaazi" ..metro....and how come i behave like this...

One more change i have noticed in me , i love sleeping ....which i always avoid at home..i do at office only..

But now a days in office i am not sleeping and i sit on my desk and watching other ass hole guys....

I don't know why people do show off of their work..one of my colleague always open the same screen and press some 'F*' some fucking star..and then press enter...this is continuous step for her in 8 hrs and every step has frequency of 2-3 mints.....

And calculations  8*60 = 480/3 = 160..its means she fuck 160 times in a day with keyboard.. OMG!!

I know my boy frds are missing it...they must be thinking about 160 nite stand with unknown babes and now they have known babes who does the same thing in reverse order!!
Guys its punishment for you...bhagwan sabka pyaar barabar baant deta hai...You have used my giga bite earliar in downloading and no downloading is allowed for limited stock ;-))


This above is again cause of lazy ass....ha ha ha ha So good or bad , i don't know but i love this attitude!!

Why love doesn't happen every time?

Today I was talking to my best friend...and during our chat we had very hot discussion about love -"Why love doesn't happen every time?"

She had very strong relationship with my friend and they both were in deeply love but due to some misunderstanding they gave up to the relationship and move on in their life, now after 2 years still she feels the same for him and she is not in love with her husband...she said he is loving caring and dedicated and the best partner but I don't why I don't love him as much as I should be. I do care and respect him a lot..but somehow I am not madly in love with him....what is the reason??...


Well love is not like it happens only one time in life..it can happen any time with anybody at any point of time and age , but its always happen by its choice only. You can not force yourself....I don't know how we control it...what I feel she is surrounded with many responsibilities after marriage ..so she couldn't find time for herself to feel. May be this is the reason  but when she thinks about her x one she still feels the same as 2 years back...why? I don't know its good or bad but it is not her mistake and I don't think she should change feelings...because it is just feelings....and feelings is not in our control....

What I feel its takes time...may be she cannot love her husband whole life but love will change definition for her when she will become mom and she would pour her whole love , dedication and madness for her kids...because we gals are just like that only.. and I know my friend she is the woman of her rules. Woman knows how to make balance of feelings....sometimes missing part of love from partner make us weak but in other second we diverge ourself for our kids and pour all our love dedication for our kids which somehow fulfill our feelings and hidden loneliness...its my personal experience too.....



 

Missing my soul

Today i am missing something and wanna cry very badly and wanna hug my mom , my friend and my dad.Actually i am missing my dad alot.I remember one year back , at this time my dad was in hospital, he was suffering very badly , he was in pain and sadness..which i cannot express in words.He wanted to stay with us, wanna see me as Dr Alpa Chadha ...But Sab kuch khattam ho raha tha..we were trying our the best , i fought alot ..cried alot..destroy myself ...and i didn't want him to go away from us....But it was not in my control.

   On that day i realised , Nothing is control , Life is keep flowing and we have to accept the reality..But yaar its very difficult , I know how i am feeling right now.I wanna to talk to my dad , wanna show my happiness and success of career...my new western  dresses....my feelings and wanna share everything....but cannot do that.I am writing because i wanna diverge myself and to come to normal.

I miss my Christmas with dad(as we are angrezi dad-daughter)and i miss my jokes which we used to cracked for movies/TV shows and fashion TV.I miss my teasing words for mom...Me and my dad were used to do eye conversation for mom and cracked funny talks about our Naani(mother side) House-"Kamali da tabbar kaddi nahin sudhhar sakdda"...

I am feeling very lonely..i am missing warmness of my dad hug.he hold my hand and always say "Alpa Na kalpa"....

Today i wanna happy so planning to go out and have some daru and dance...lets c kya program banta hai...


Well i hope dad soul is fine and always with us....

Love u Dad!!

Choti si Love story....

Love in air....Now a days my room mate is in love and she shared her experience with me..I tried to give my love tips.(As you know I am born love guru).But this time I am failed....because this story has something different which is again very much common...it is a simple love story of elder woman with young boy!!

She is dating a guy who is very much young and chill kinda and she is freaky and mature person. I don't know its good or bad to have younger man in your life but one thing I know relation base  on mind and physical frequency level and what I feel they have both!!

Love doesn't bother your age gap , culture and other environmental factors. Well its all about rubbish ,old fashion and myth now!!

I asked her how can it possible you are in love with younger boy...U don't expect security and maturity ? Like he is 6-7 yrs younger to you..

She replied I am mature enough to handle him and somehow I miss fun part of my life which I fulfill with him. I wanna enjoy my early young days and he is the one who made my day by cracking college typo gud sense of humor jokes....kuch ajeeb laga...but then I deeply analyzed ...Its very true...and we all are working and our life is fading day by day , we need good break and miss fun days like college ..school ...

We highly need fun and cool life to work efficiently and moreover to be happy!!

She knows she is very much independent and responsible , so she doesn't expect these things from him and she also knows she can handle imbalance age gap and  this time she has given more importance to happiness and love and I don't think its bad...End of the day your happiness matter....

Now I have new definition of love......Just do unlimited masti and happiness....rest things will easily manage!! Well said. " True love is strong like anything!!"

Just flow into it.....don't give dam to any other tension...


 

100$ Coffee

Well its not story of around the world in 100$ , its some sweet experience of 100$ coffee..After long time i enjoyed time with few new friends....Did some funny and freaky talks....I am missing my friends from Delhi..My two anmol rattan Vinay and Varun..who are just like my heart beats...we used to crack dirty super jokes....leg pulling of Chepna...and group discussion about f*** topics...
I miss my get together party..before US trip...I miss every second of my gossiping ..I miss walk and long talk .....Breakfast with fat and oily food ....

Well I am really feeling good and better now.....I hope my rest days would be the same...