Feelings!!!

Feelings of Love
feelings of Jealousy
Feelings of Lust
Feelings of taking revenge
feelings of being Rich
Feelings of etc etc

but the most beautiful is FEELING of LOVE....yeah its most beautiful moment that you cannot forget its taste....cannot miss its touch.....cannot share.....Its tough to describe...write and show...

Love can happened at any age ....anytime ...anywhere ...with anybody...i fall in love at different stages of my life and now i m in love with myself becoz i m in SINGLE status ;) but somehow loving yourself is kinda different feelings.Its like u r enjoying ur life in your way and with your rules and regulations....No one can stop u...u r moving like a river with different different waves....

Now a days...i m floating in many directions....and somehow in dreams and feeling of love is very mysterious but its very exciting and daily my date with myself is kinda challenging and experimenting!!

You know one thing ,feeling of Love is superset of all feelings.... jealousy is part of Love...lust is part of Love.....revenge...everything is very much attach to love...


Don't feel bad if u r feeling jealous....lust etc...it's becoz of only one reason :)) Chill frds!!
Let me share something very much interesting....

Stage 1 Love:

When i born in rich family of Chadha, I was in love with my parents...i don't knw anything except my mother tough......and father night stories ..tales.....i remember these two personalities were my world and i can say i had no other option to fall in love with them ;)

it was my native love....and again its beautiful...

Stage 2 love:
its hard to describe...when i was around 5-6 yrs old.....i got new frds in delhi and joined new school... surrounded with diff kinda ..activities...except went to school and studies i loved everything ...i njoy my frd circle...don't wanna study...ABCD!! in loud voice!!


Stage 3 Love:
When i was 10-11 yrs old.....i got understanding of movies....i felt in love with ...guess?? Shah rukh khan and all super comedy hero....i love watching TV and movie....always dreaming i am gud actress....

Its like i m the only one heroine for them....i watched their beautiful clothes...always feel kitni lucky hain...no padai only dance and disco.....like its fairy tale life.....i used to dream like i am cindrealla and meri red belly kahin rahe jayegi and jackpot lag jayega!!

Sometimes i felt....ohh god kaash mein SRk ki beti hoti....i wud be heroine by default!!
This kinda feelings happened till the age of 15-16....i hate going to school and attend classes....i thought its waste of time...i was not made for this stupid things...i m Queen and actress.....like PM who always give an order...all are GULAM for me!!!

But jasie sochte ho waisa hota nahin....i did studies hard....baheno ki maar and maa baapu ki pitai week main ek baar mere dreams ko filter karke mere dimag ko center main laate the Saturday ko....and Sunday balance then again on Monday i used to dream same kinda!!

.............To be cont..